My graphic design class is driving me up the wall. My professor has his obvious favorites. He'll always use them as examples of "good" students. This girl and I are his "bad" students. He'll make sure to go out of his way to put our work down during critiques. The last assignment I turned in was quality work. I know this because I did the assignment twice just to get it right and still he found faults with it.
I haven't heard from my friend who relapsed. I'm sure he's back out on the streets drinking and drugging. I'm upset. I shall write a seperate blog detailing my feelings on it.
I have been eating and sleeping uncontrollably. This is a side effect of my meds. I don't have the energy to do anything during the day. I barely have strenth to go to the gym in the mornings. As soon as I get out from school, I have to lay down or take a nap. When I'm home, all I eat is cereal. I used to have control over what I ate but now I eat anything in the house. I have an appointment to see new specialitsts soon. Hopefully they'll change my meds.
I'm doing well on my spending freeze. I've been tempted to buy a few more clothes but I resist.
My anxiety levels were low this week...probably because I spend all my time eating now. LOL.
Golden cities
1 year ago
eating is thought to calm you whichisit. um is it choclate that releises endorphines intot he blood stream?
ReplyDeleteanyway. cglad you are doing well sorry ato hear about your friend relapseing. and sorry to hear yout teacher is not giving you the praise you clearly have earnt. i have seen some of your design work and it shows promise. i've had teachers inthe past who have labled me in thair mind as a 'bad' student. its horrible but you just have to grin and bear it. prove them wrong. my drama teacher hated me, and i him. he decided early on i wouldn;t pass either the writen or performance exam. i got a b in the performance and only faild the writen exam due to a bad scribe (me be dyslexic,) who refused to listen to me.
anyway. simply put. we know your good you know your good. so shut him up by produceing really good work. i know you can. besides when you graduate the worlds yours and you are free to do whatever you want. and he will still be there king of his miniture kingdom stuck.
and i'm sure you've had teachers who love you and you are thair fave. i know thats the case with me lol they either love me or hate me. sorry i'm rambleing its 20 to 2 am here